otrdiena, 2020. gada 11. februāris

Our lord, mighty savior.

A king that changes stance each time,
Doesn't need a queen.
He just wants something to cease the boredom,
Not to see as an equal,
But to own.
Just like other things.
A fun possession.
A compromise isn't the word.
For the king that holds a candy cane

As a sword.
So sweet and so fragile, Just like the confession. Unbreakable you say, Until you change your progression. Switch to another stance again, But you remain true to your choice, No other opinions matter, If the king has given his voice.


trešdiena, 2020. gada 5. februāris

I'm cursed.

How did I get here,
To this part where I'm drunk,
Listening to music,
While waiting to your voice's sound.
All I think about is you.
It's like a fucking curse I'm going through
And I have no clue of what I should do.
Why am I so lost at once.
Why I think of you.
What's the matter with my head,
When all I dream is you.
And heart burns,
Heart, I place in water. Blue.
I sink in,
And so do you.
Thunder I've always loved.
Do I fucking love?
I love you.

Will this hit you?
Yes, it will.
It won't make matters better,
No feelings have been neither, will they be left still.
No waves have silence.
No love has calm.
I wish for fire,
I wish to touch and kiss your palm.
Fuck me, I confess
With the faithful psalm.

ceturtdiena, 2020. gada 30. janvāris

[Please:come with:stay]


I wash my thoughts,
I wash my tears,
I wash away 
And wash my fears.
I bring it down,
Just as myself,
I wash to dawn,
It disappears.


For you I wash,
I wash my gears.
Clean system.
No smiles. No tears.
As my empathy and love,
Just into dawn it disappears.
I'll be the best,
I'll wash it all away,

And you will, you will
[Please:come with:stay].

otrdiena, 2020. gada 7. janvāris

Reflection.

I open your book,
It has so many pages,
It turns and flips in its shape,
It constantly changes.
Just like the mirror of water,
Reflection of future and past,
Your time has so many ripples,
Like if none was the last.
Sometimes it's painful to read,
Sometimes it's soothing my mind,
But whenever I open, it shows me the ways
Myself I couldn't find.
I dive to reflect,
To discover my soul,
As I return to myself
And my thoughts stop to howl.
The depths of the darkness,
The stars of the sky,
I learn to detach from usual frames,
I'm learning to fly.
тS And she only wanted to dance in the water

svētdiena, 2020. gada 5. janvāris

The fuel.

Love is selfish,
Love is cruel,
Burns like a fire,
Starts like a duel.
Might break your knees,
Might make you sweat,
The love are knives,
The love is a threat.
The pain is true,
You mend your parts together
With hope and glue.
Love is selfish,
Love is cruel,
The clash of force,
The red and the blue.
And explodes like a fuel.
photography swag dope smoke vintage landscape fresh fire explosion desert plane trill vertical black smoke

svētdiena, 2019. gada 29. decembris

Sign.

As embers turn into dust,
And thoughtful turns into rust,
I've breathed too many ways,
Year 20. Please cancel the days.

Sitting still on the same roof.
No sign of stars, I'm shining aloof.
The breath that was taken away,
Took a whole world,
Without a place for me to stay.


ceturtdiena, 2019. gada 12. decembris

Intruder.

I'm irritated.
And I cannot grasp - why.
All I see is intruder in my space,
That I want to stand by.
An alien creature from a place,
That's far away, of an opposite race.
All I feel is anger.
I want to crush the glass.
I want to throw it at the wall,
And see how pieces of it fall,
Just like how scattered is my mind,
When I lack the understanding,
Am I faced and talked to
Or am I placed aside.